07:23 pm
[Link] | wont really use this anyone. im sure my bf hacked into this jounal so i cant really use it.
i guess it doesnt really bother me as much.
me and paul are doing great by the way
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12:22 am
[Link] | i had the best time ever today. i went to the OC Fair and saw the All American Rejects. I havent had a day this awesome in a long time.
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04:13 pm
[Link] | i got a new laptop so i will finally be able to be on the internet again.
no one is hiring me. i have applied for about 100 jobs, but i have no experience =/. i think my last resort is going to grad school.
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01:41 am
[Link] | does anyone know where i can get a real job?
my life is boring. i pretty much do the same thing every day. wake up about 1. eat. get ready for work. work. come home. shower. watch some tv and go to bed. =/ what a life! =/
im looking at this thing on the food network. its this girl traveling all over italy. i cried watching it. i was thinking about how i was there a year ago and how my mom is going to greece soon and i wish i could go. i gave up the trip when i moved out =/.
i actually gave up pretty much everything when i moved out. still havent seen it worth what i gave up =/
im in one of my regret it moods. its late. i had a whatever valentines day. i just need something to remind me why im here.
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05:51 pm
[Link] | i am absolutely miserable.
i have no money and continue to put myself in debt.
i have no idea what i will be doing march 1st.
i hope this changes soon.
i just hope i am strong enough
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12:32 pm
[Link] | i am alive. almost done with school (maybe). I have three more weeks left.
im broke
i work practically full time
i dont sleep enough
my mom got me a ticket to go see the USC/UCLA game this weekend. all the guys are work want to buy my ticket off of me. its funny. i am working that day so i dont know if someone will cover my shift. i hope i get to go, i had a blast last year.
is there a way on myspace to see the date when someone made their account?
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06:46 am
[Link] | i want my own computer. my laptop died for those who don't know. i never get to have my leisure time on the computer. the only time i get to go on is when i have to type/print something for school and to check my email. i never get to update this thing. look at the time. its the only time i was able to get on.
i would rather have a comp then a fridge.
life is ok.
i am sick of school. it is way too early for me to wake up.
i'm broke.
i have nothing.
i went to lunch with my sisters today. i loved it. as much as i cant stand them when i am at my moms house, when they are away from that autmosphere, they are much better to be around.
anyone want a cat? i have 4
who ever said money doesn't bring happiness didn't know shit.
as you can tell i'm in a very positive mood right how :p HA
Current Mood: optimistic
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08:52 am
[Link] | havent been on this thing for a while so i figured i would give a little update.
things are pretty good with paul. its not easy but i know it will get better. i just hope it gets better soon.
school started. i have been in school for two weeks now and it has went by very fast. i have eight more weeks of class and i am out of here. I CANT WAIT!
still unsure of what i am going to do when i graduate. the culinary thing is pretty much a no because i dont have the money for it. i am probably going to have to go to grad school because i know i will be getting paid less than i do now in a "real" job.
work is ok. business is slow but i am still making pretty good money.
the highlight of my day is coming home and seeing you there.
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01:40 am
[Link] | i have been living with paul for over a week. it was hard for the first couple of days. the whole moving thing stressed me out. i absolutely love waking up to him in the morning, i guess in the afternoon makes more sense.
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09:28 am
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its almost here I finally get to move out tomorrow. I can't wait to finally start my life with him. I don't have that much packing to do, the only hard thing will be moving this tv.
Someone left me a $100 tip on a $42 tab. I walked out with over $200 last night. (=
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10:48 am
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work sucks works sucks. this will be my 5th day straight that i work. tommorrow will make it my 6th and then i have one day off. i am sick of it. i realized that when i graduate if i am not going to graduate school, then i will get a job. a real job because there is way i want to be doing this anymore.
Current Mood: tired
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12:48 am
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moving again... We finally found a place, and I can't wait to move out. Our move in day is the 14th of september. I am so excited I just hope i am able to afford it. What excites me the most is getting home and coming home to him.
Work is okay. I make good money there.
I need to decied what I am going to do after I graduate. There are so many options. I am not even sure what I want to do anymore.
Current Mood: tired
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08:18 am
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Just OK everything isnt perfect. school is whatever. i just want to get out. work is just ok. the hours are starting to get to me. i can be really really stupid sometimes. im was trying to save $2000 by the end of this month. i dont know if that is going to happen. im at like $1250 or soemthing right now. that means i really have to pick up some more shifts. I want to have $4000 in my account by the time i move out. i have to make $450 a week in tip in order for that to happen. it just means i really have to work my ass off and im going to have to pick up a double shifts if i see im not making anything.
all i want is for it to get better.
i want to find an apartment so that it can finally be perfect again.
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04:06 pm
[Link] | I don't remember the last time I was this pissed!!!
You expect too much.
I am starting to hate my job. They have me working about 50 hours a week.
I am just so unhappy with everything right now.
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10:50 pm
[Link] | I decided that I will be moving out of my moms house. I am not sure exactly when I will be leaving, but I do know that it is some time between September and October. I am now actually excited. I was really nervous, but I think this will be good. I know it is not going to be easy, but I think we can do it.
I am ready for school to be over. I hate one of my class.
My goal is to save $2000 by the end of this month. I honestly think I can do it if I don't spend any money on food. I think I can make that in about 15 days.
This weekend I am so busy. I have a paper to do, a midterm to study for, going to riverside to pick up a bed, oil change, sisters birthday, some Hungarian festival thing as well as working and spending time with Paul. All of this has to be done in the next three days =/
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09:22 pm
[Link] | I'm not sure my move was a smart one. I am a lot less lonelier, but I don't get to see him as much as I used to.
I'm actually not as happy as I once was.
Tomorrows my first day of work. Its on a friday night so it will be mega busy. At least I'm guaranteed to make over $100 with 5 tables, but on a friday night, I'm actually kinda scared. My goal is to pull in $150 tomorrow.
I went looking for a condo. My mom told our real estate agent to start doing my credit check and stuff. My mom said during Christmas is the best time to look for a place because right now everyone is trying to look for their new house before school starts. As long as I have a place by February, I'm good. I would really just like to have a place thats MINE own. Not just something that I'm renting.
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06:12 pm
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)= I'm sad.
This sucks.
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12:18 pm
[Link] | Is anyone reading Harry Potter??
Yeah I didn't think so. Well I am and I love it so far. I laughed so hard last night and I am only on chapter 3.
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12:41 pm
[Link] | im fine. life is pretty damn good.
nisha you need to call me.
emma we need to do lunch.
Current Mood: hot
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10:00 am
[Link] | i can't beleive how difficult everyone is being. its only $40!! thats bullshit that you dont have that.
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