urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze + girl 2007-11-26T03:24:14Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:57092 2007-11-26T03:24:14Z 2007-11-26T03:24:14Z wont really use this anyone. im sure my bf hacked into this jounal so i cant really use it.<br /><br />i guess it doesnt really bother me as much.<br /><br />me and paul are doing great by the way urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:56935 2006-07-27T07:23:25Z 2006-07-27T07:23:25Z i had the best time ever today. i went to the OC Fair and saw the All American Rejects. I havent had a day this awesome in a long time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:56589 2006-06-06T23:15:23Z 2006-06-06T23:15:23Z i got a new laptop so i will finally be able to be on the internet again.<br /><br />no one is hiring me. i have applied for about 100 jobs, but i have no experience =/. i think my last resort is going to grad school. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:56437 2006-02-15T09:50:50Z 2006-02-15T09:52:24Z does anyone know where i can get a real job? <br /><br />my life is boring. i pretty much do the same thing every day. wake up about 1. eat. get ready for work. work. come home. shower. watch some tv and go to bed. =/ what a life! =/<br /><br />im looking at this thing on the food network. its this girl traveling all over italy. i cried watching it. i was thinking about how i was there a year ago and how my mom is going to greece soon and i wish i could go. i gave up the trip when i moved out =/. <br /><br />i actually gave up pretty much everything when i moved out. still havent seen it worth what i gave up =/<br /><br />im in one of my regret it moods. its late. i had a whatever valentines day. i just need something to remind me why im here. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:56235 2006-01-11T01:53:25Z 2006-01-11T01:53:25Z i am absolutely miserable.<br /><br />i have no money and continue to put myself in debt.<br /><br />i have no idea what i will be doing march 1st.<br /><br />i hope this changes soon.<br /><br /><br /><br />i just hope i am strong enough urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:56010 2005-11-29T20:36:14Z 2005-12-01T21:46:20Z i am alive. almost done with school (maybe). I have three more weeks left.<br /><br />im broke<br /><br />i work practically full time<br /><br />i dont sleep enough<br /><br />my mom got me a ticket to go see the USC/UCLA game this weekend. all the guys are work want to buy my ticket off of me. its funny. i am working that day so i dont know if someone will cover my shift. i hope i get to go, i had a blast last year.<br /><br />is there a way on myspace to see the date when someone made their account? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:55787 2005-10-28T13:52:07Z 2005-10-28T13:53:12Z i want my own computer. my laptop died for those who don't know. i never get to have my leisure time on the computer. the only time i get to go on is when i have to type/print something for school and to check my email. i never get to update this thing. look at the time. its the only time i was able to get on. <br /><br />i would rather have a comp then a fridge.<br /><br />life is ok.<br /><br />i am sick of school. it is way too early for me to wake up.<br /><br />i'm broke.<br /><br />i have nothing.<br /><br />i went to lunch with my sisters today. i loved it. as much as i cant stand them when i am at my moms house, when they are away from that autmosphere, they are much better to be around.<br /><br />anyone want a cat? i have 4<br /><br />who ever said money doesn't bring happiness didn't know shit.<br /><br />as you can tell i'm in a very positive mood right how :p HA urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:55194 2005-10-12T15:55:55Z 2005-10-12T15:55:55Z havent been on this thing for a while so i figured i would give a little update.<br /><br />things are pretty good with paul. its not easy but i know it will get better. i just hope it gets better soon.<br /><br />school started. i have been in school for two weeks now and it has went by very fast. i have eight more weeks of class and i am out of here. I CANT WAIT!<br /><br />still unsure of what i am going to do when i graduate. the culinary thing is pretty much a no because i dont have the money for it. i am probably going to have to go to grad school because i know i will be getting paid less than i do now in a "real" job.<br /><br />work is ok. business is slow but i am still making pretty good money.<br /><br />the highlight of my day is coming home and seeing you there. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:55005 2005-09-23T08:42:00Z 2005-09-23T08:42:00Z i have been living with paul for over a week. it was hard for the first couple of days. the whole moving thing stressed me out. i absolutely love waking up to him in the morning, i guess in the afternoon makes more sense. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:54729 2005-09-13T16:32:24Z 2005-09-13T16:33:24Z I finally get to move out tomorrow. I can't wait to finally start my life with him. I don't have that much packing to do, the only hard thing will be moving this tv.<br /><br />Someone left me a $100 tip on a $42 tab. I walked out with over $200 last night. (= urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:54292 2005-09-04T17:52:07Z 2005-09-04T17:52:07Z works sucks. this will be my 5th day straight that i work. tommorrow will make it my 6th and then i have one day off. i am sick of it. i realized that when i graduate if i am not going to graduate school, then i will get a job. a real job because there is way i want to be doing this anymore. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:54197 2005-09-01T07:51:35Z 2005-09-04T17:48:31Z We finally found a place, and I can't wait to move out. Our move in day is the 14th of september. I am so excited I just hope i am able to afford it. What excites me the most is getting home and coming home to him.<br /><br />Work is okay. I make good money there.<br /><br />I need to decied what I am going to do after I graduate. There are so many options. I am not even sure what I want to do anymore. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:53787 2005-08-18T15:21:51Z 2005-08-18T15:21:51Z everything isnt perfect. school is whatever. i just want to get out. work is just ok. the hours are starting to get to me. i can be really really stupid sometimes. im was trying to save $2000 by the end of this month. i dont know if that is going to happen. im at like $1250 or soemthing right now. that means i really have to pick up some more shifts. I want to have $4000 in my account by the time i move out. i have to make $450 a week in tip in order for that to happen. it just means i really have to work my ass off and im going to have to pick up a double shifts if i see im not making anything.<br /><br />all i want is for it to get better.<br /><br />i want to find an apartment so that it can finally be perfect again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:53386 2005-08-07T23:09:43Z 2005-08-07T23:09:43Z I don't remember the last time I was this pissed!!!<br /><br />You expect too much.<br /><br />I am starting to hate my job. They have me working about 50 hours a week.<br /><br />I am just so unhappy with everything right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:53170 2005-08-03T06:00:45Z 2005-08-03T21:27:28Z I decided that I will be moving out of my moms house. I am not sure exactly when I will be leaving, but I do know that it is some time between September and October. I am now actually excited. I was really nervous, but I think this will be good. I know it is not going to be easy, but I think we can do it.<br /><br />I am ready for school to be over. I hate one of my class.<br /><br />My goal is to save $2000 by the end of this month. I honestly think I can do it if I don't spend any money on food. I think I can make that in about 15 days.<br /><br />This weekend I am so busy. I have a paper to do, a midterm to study for, going to riverside to pick up a bed, oil change, sisters birthday, some Hungarian festival thing as well as working and spending time with Paul. All of this has to be done in the next three days =/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:52806 2005-07-29T04:25:19Z 2005-07-29T04:30:43Z I'm not sure my move was a smart one. I am a lot less lonelier, but I don't get to see him as much as I used to.<br /><br />I'm actually not as happy as I once was.<br /><br />Tomorrows my first day of work. Its on a friday night so it will be mega busy. At least I'm guaranteed to make over $100 with 5 tables, but on a friday night, I'm actually kinda scared. My goal is to pull in $150 tomorrow.<br /><br />I went looking for a condo. My mom told our real estate agent to start doing my credit check and stuff. My mom said during Christmas is the best time to look for a place because right now everyone is trying to look for their new house before school starts. As long as I have a place by February, I'm good. I would really just like to have a place thats MINE own. Not just something that I'm renting. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:52493 2005-07-23T01:13:46Z 2005-07-23T01:13:46Z I'm sad.<br /><br />This sucks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:52438 2005-07-21T19:20:13Z 2005-07-21T19:20:13Z Is anyone reading Harry Potter??<br /><br />Yeah I didn't think so. Well I am and I love it so far. I laughed so hard last night and I am only on chapter 3. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:52152 2005-07-19T19:42:43Z 2005-07-19T19:42:43Z im fine. life is pretty damn good.<br /><br />nisha you need to call me.<br /><br />emma we need to do lunch. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:51761 2005-07-12T17:00:54Z 2005-07-12T17:00:54Z i can't beleive how difficult everyone is being. its only $40!! thats bullshit that you dont have that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:51615 2005-07-12T05:09:52Z 2005-07-12T05:15:55Z I had Paul come over yesterday to my moms house. It was different being there, I had a lot of fun though. I think Paul liked my cats.<br /><br />I'm moving out by this friday. I now have to figure out a way to get this refrigerator out of my place because my old roommate can't. It's just another thing I have to worry about because I have to find a truck and someone to actually move the fridge.<br /><br />I get to see Paul on wednesday. I can't wait!! I know I just saw him yesterday but I just love being with him.<br /><br />The new season of Laguna Beach starts next week, that means I have to get cable in my moms house by this weekend.<br /><br />Tomorrow is my last day of work. I got transfered to the West Covina BJ's. I'm kind of scared because it's much more fast paced. I guess well see. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:51420 2005-07-06T06:30:18Z 2005-07-06T06:30:18Z NY was awesome, I want to go back already.<br /><br />I can't wait to go back home. I can't wait to be closer to Paul. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:51036 2005-07-03T06:32:24Z 2005-07-03T06:32:24Z I am in NY, and I am having the best time ever. Everything is perfect. They let us check into our hotel way early, the wheather is very good, we are saving a lot of money using the subway. Everything is just perfect. I have to say I really like it here. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:50793 2005-06-29T00:34:13Z 2005-06-29T07:35:32Z So were going! Me and Paul are actually going to New York this weekend!! I can't wait. For a while there it was looking like we were not going to go. Tickets were getting expensive, we still had no hotel, work wouldn't give me the day off. I just felt that everything was telling us it wasn't our time to go. It was almost midnight when my mom told me to just make the hotel reservations because you could always cancel. So I did and after that everything just worked out. We got tickets for $930-ish for both of us and our hotel stay is free thanks to my mom. I am totally excited. I've never been to New York, and now I finally get to go, and it's with the only person I would want to go with. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:izze:50612 2005-06-27T06:18:47Z 2005-06-27T06:18:47Z i had the best weekend. it was my hunnys bday. i tried to make it a special day for him i hope he liked it. i made him shrimp scampi, i just hope he liked it. he ate it so im sure thats a good sign. when it comes to my cooking im not sure if it actually taste good or if they just eat it to not hurt my feelings. anyways i just hope his weekend went well.<br /><br />i am the happiest ive been in a long time.<br /><br />i worked a a lot last week. i hope i am able to work a double shift tomorrow.<br /><br />it no longer looks like we are going to ny. =/ i was really really bummed, but i think it just wasnt our time to go. its ok, we still have a three day weekend together to look forward to.<br /><br />i still havent gotten my flippin' money! financial aid told me i would get it monday, then they told me friday now they are telling me some time between monday and wednesday!